So I was thinking today...about how great it is going to feel when I don't have this huge thing bulging out of my stomach...pushing my organs out of place, pressing on my bladder...making it impossible for me to tie my own shoes from a seated position anymore...
Can I say that I actually started to get excited about having the surgery!? Yeah, I can admit that there are now fleeting moments where I actually get butterflies in my stomach when I think about this being over and done with really soon! Fear of the process and fear of pain seem to have dissipated and now I am just keeping my thoughts positive-- I am looking forward to this procedure and I am looking forward to my recovery.
By this time next week I will probably be suiting up to head home...ahhhhh, that'll be a happy day.
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